Forgive my French, but in my life, I have been a pretty horrible fucking asshole at times. Why? Well, the same reason most people are. They get hurt, and they lash out at others to get revenge. I’m a really damaged human being. And, when someone hurts me, yeah… well… man. I’ve got some insanely powerful weaponry. Oh my yes. I can indeed harm people very severely…
To all those I have hurt, or harmed, or injured, or wounded, I cannot take back what I have said or done. Yet, I can at least say I am so profoundly sorry for the pain and suffering you experienced because of me.
Being overweight? Been there. Seriously. 210 pounds. Unattractive? Oh my yes. The notion of homosexuality? Yeah, I actually thought for awhile… And, Gender Dysphoria, yup… No. I don’t want to get into it, but look, whoever is out there that has been harmed by me, I wish I could undo all that I did. I cannot.
So, what was the deal? Extremely low self-esteem and low self-confidence. Yeah. Me. Pretty incredibly broken.
So, I’m human. I really have fucked up. And, I have been quite the asshole.
So, in the end, I’m just a broken and damaged human that is so very sorry for what I’ve done. All of you, you know who you are, I am so incredibly and profoundly sorry for what I have done. And, I hope that in time, maybe you may forgive that which I did.